a walk with myself

2010-03-02T01:45:00.002+08:00

HELL WEEK IS OVER!
and so im slping so late now. HAHAHAHAHA.

Tmr im going to sch to hand in my sch fees and study!
OOSHHH! (=

2010-02-18T22:05:00.003+08:00

So sick studying 313...
Ive decided to come up with my MUST WATCH MOVIES list again.

Percy Jackson and the Olympians : The lightning thief
Valentines Day
Little big soldier
Shutter Island
Nodame Cantabile The Movie
Kaiji
Juon : White ghost and black ghost

WATCHWATCHWATCHOOSHHHH!! (=

2010-02-16T20:34:00.002+08:00

Because I am so bored mugging for 313...
I went to check out if hossan leong had any new shows coming up...
and...
A SINGAPOREAN IN PARIS tickets for sale at sistics already!!!!
*screams*

GAHH but the baddd newss =(
WHYWHYWHY is the show days so close to exams!!
FORGET IT =( I'll wait for the hossan leong show in october.
BUANG GPA I HAVE COME TO SAVE YOU!!!

2010-02-16T13:37:00.003+08:00

HAPPY CNY EVERYONE! (:

HAPPYHAPPYHAPPYHAPPYHAPPY!

2010-02-09T22:47:00.002+08:00

Todays lab was pretty horribleee!!!　I redid my acid resin so many times! First time was becos I FORGOT to stuff cotton wool into the column. second time was because I used the dark brown chemical ( i forgot wad its called ) instead of the light brown one. Heard that the dark brown one is hydrated becos ppl didnt cap it tight. So I changed again. And then the 3rd time was because I think i stuffed my cotton wool too tight? very little but still too tight so the flow was ATROCIOUS. So I only managed to get it on the 4th time!! But lucky my main expt was ok ok. Just let it reflux there and dun care about it.

After lab i was shag and then i fell into a state of emo and stoning. Hahahahaha. And then went to JP with diane and eunice and ate at oldtowncoffee!!! yums I like the ipoh horfun there. Hahaha. And then went to do nails with diane!! WHEEEEEEE~! pretty french nails muahahaha! since there isnt gonna be lab for 2 weeks. Hhahhaa. OOSH! (: My nails make me happy happy!! (: I feel happier smsing also. HAHA SMS ME PLS! (:

Leave it to him.

2010-01-31T23:54:00.004+08:00

Today I went to church,
yes after GAZILLION years of not willing to get out of bed on sunday mornings. Haha.
Amazing thing about NC is that they have so many services they totally cater for pigs like me. OOSH.
Today's message was good. Perhaps it was just becos I haven been churching often enough to feel this goodness that I feel that today's was really good. PDJ (:

312 312 312 is comingggg! =/
First midterm of the semester!
OOSH EVERYONE! (:

2010-01-24T16:30:00.003+08:00

hohoho.
2010 and I turned lazy and stopped blogging.

As of now theres nothing going thru my mind except that I seem to have endless things to do. HOWCOMESOMANYTHINGSTODO!! =(

And if I dun pull my gpa back, I'll graduate a very very very sad girl.

2010-01-02T01:03:00.000+08:00

im back.
and shag.

ZZZZZ.... BEDDING TIME! (:

2009-12-28T21:48:00.002+08:00

This shall be my last entry in 2009.
Tmr till the 1st will be BANGKOK BANGKOK HERE I COME! (:
hehe.

2009.
Its a year I'll never forget.
Learnt alot along the way this year.
Made terrible mistakes, regretted, learnt lessons and made new goals and resolutions.
I'm glad this year has passed and I'M ALIVE (:

and so...

New goals for the new year.
making our blogshop a success, doing better in my studies, having crazy times with my groups of friends and spend more time with my parents so my mum stops acting weird. HAHAHAHAA.
I'm really pretty excited about the blogshop. Still in the midst of discussing and decision making of details. Hehehe. OOSH! (:

Okay. I shall go and pack for BKK now!
wheeeeeeeeeeeeeee!!

HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYONE! (:

2009-12-26T23:47:00.003+08:00

Song signing is overrr :(
I kinda miss it really.

Quick updates.

20th.
Last day of song signing. Went to eat steamboat after that.. oosh! But didnt manage to get a seat at chongqing. But its okay! la mei zi was not too bad. Just didnt have my pig kidneyssss :( Irritated some uncles there. Idiots la. Gahhh. They pay 18 we also pay 18. How can they expect a quiet environment when you're eating steamboat at such a place. Insanity. Act like big shots. Say that we act like barbarians. EAT SHITTT!

21st.
Slacked at home till it was tuition at night. Hehe. First lesson to Samantha! My new student from my block. Better pay than for miki! (: After tuition went to dixie's place for LPS gathering. OMG LIKE 19872875907131324 years never see them, apart from dixie whom I still see often. Hahahhaa. Felt a little weird but glad that we met up again after so long. xu xu jiu. hehe.

22nd.
Marketing group met up to celebrate ben's SUPER belated bday and holly's bday early. hehe. Went to eat victors kitchen and then watched bodyguards and assassins. It's a nice show lor. Got the patriotic feel. Haha though I really dun like how zhenzidan died. Gahhh. Leon Lais zao xing is damn funny. He stand there with his rebonded hair. WAHAHAHA. All the one man shows. Hehe. Good show. Will recommend!

23rd.
went the CP with caelan to check out our manufacturers. Then met up with huimin after her class to update her. Made some decisions, accomplished somethings. I'm so happy we're progressing! Hope we'll be able to settle our concerns soon!

24th.
Greenies steamboat dinner and card playing at caelan's place! (: FUN FUN AND MORE FUN! Hehehe. Bang bang bang! and Saboteur! I'm glad we're still meeting up after THREE FREAKING LONG YEARS! (:

25th.
Merry christmas to you!
Went over to sherms to help her with her baking. Didnt help much actually. Just played with the dough and the batter. MUAHAH. Scraffy wasnt very friendly at first can. I got scratched! Hahaha. But towards the end of the day he was okay (: He let me stroke him. Its nice when they're all calmed down and cute. Hehee.
Met up with the selfentertainingretard for avatar 3d. OOSH. visuals were really good. Though there was one part I did nearly doze off. Partly becos I was really really tired and also becos he was learning some quite boring things. Hahahaa. Ok ok my bad. It's a really good show la. Haven heard anything bad about it yet! Reviews are still FIVE STARS! (:

26th.
KBOXing with songsigning group! Oosh! 6 hrs we keep singing and singing. Shouted all so loud in the room. Hhhahahha LIAN AI ING HAPPY I N G~!!! Happy happy (: Then went to parkway parade for dinner. It's been quite a while since i've been there. Hahaas. Vincent joined us much later. But at least we were ALL THERE at the end of the day (: MOC!! hehehee. then at last it was a long long way home from the east back to the west with isaac jinhan and yanteng.

2009 is coming to an end.
A BETTER YEAR AHEAD! (:

2009-12-18T23:14:00.002+08:00

Day one of performance.

OOSH.
MOC jiayou!
Lucky Tiongbahru wasnt very crowded. Hehe.
I think we did well (:
Tmr century sq. like omg far. crappppp.

就这样渐渐...

2009-12-17T01:51:00.002+08:00

I'm back on supernatural again.
Gah just finished season 4 now starting on season 5.
oh man. Sam Winchester (jared padalecki) is really HOT. Hahaha.
Tudou pls load faster!!

Performance in 2 days! Heheheeh.
Oosh!!
melodies of christmas.
Hahhaha today went to sch for practice. I think my grp was nuaing around waiting for mass performance time. We were joking, talking, practicing other groups songs. I think we're all kinda sick of the song and practices already. I think we all know the signs inside out. Just a matter of concentration level during the performance.
and OKAY I WILL STOP UHM CHIOING =/
After all the mass performances we had some crazy photo shooting times. Fun and tiring. LOL. CLEMIS! (:
MOC then went over to PS to get our identity. like omg the girls were in isaac's car and omg his driving.......... AHHH. Lucky I decided to let mabel sit infront instead if not I think i will be PERMANENTLY in shock. I seriously seriously feel that I AM A VERY SAFE DRIVER after sitting in his car. Hahahhaha.
and YAY we got santa hats! Heheheeh. So kawaii okay! Lol. Imagine Jinhan in cute santa hat. Lol. He look like santa claus!!! Just short of the beard. Lol.
after buying we had dinner at ASTONS! Wheeeeeee! STEAK AGAIN! Hahahha. I've been eating steak so often now. HEARTS! loveslovesloves. but the queue at astons was SUPER UBER LONG. we were signing while waiting and I think ppl were staring. HAAHHAAH. But fun okay. we were signing yuntian's groups super slow song. WHERE ARE YOU CHRISTMAS.

okays. Long day. I'm going to bed now. GAHHHHH~

有些是由不得我想不想，要不要。
而是在于我能不能，有没有那个资格。

不能，也没有。

2009-12-15T02:00:00.003+08:00

gahhh..
its song signing song signin and more song signing!
haha glad that my group is a fun one, and yongni isnt too pressurising (: thankful to have her!
I enjoyed myself la.. though its really physically exhausting and time consuming.
haha.
for a good cause though!
soo..OOSH! WE CAN DO IT!!

watched couples retreat on sunday.
not a good show. So dun watch it.
Hahhas I'm waiting for angelina jolie's SALT.
I think its gonna be very cool.
Hehehe.

Hogs breath is also AWESOME! Will be even more OOSh if there was black pepper sauce. Hehehe. But still its very veyr nice le. Nice ambience also. Oosh!

你放心，i know it and its okay (:

2009-12-11T23:57:00.002+08:00

Cheryl's group's song.
Nicenice.
hehehe.

2009-12-11T22:50:00.002+08:00

sigh i think my signing needs lots and LOTS of improvement.

but then again i shouldnt be too negative.

but.

really quite bad.

GAH.

so tired le.

2009-12-09T23:12:00.000+08:00

Camp day 1

tired.

2009-12-09T00:41:00.002+08:00

Packed my room in the evening.
like OMG. I haven even finish.
So tired. I shall continue tmr night.

Tmr's rsphi camp.
MELODIES OF CHRISTMAS!
gah I haven even memorise the song.
and I think i forgot half if the actions already.
yes my holidays also pretty much busted because of songsigning.
I duno whether to complain or not becos actually i do enjoy songsigning.
I think its damn cool. Just that how i wish that there was 48hrs a day to do other things and yet spend the same amount of time song signing.

I want to eat eat eat steak.
I have crazy steak cravings lately.
SUNDAY HOGS BREATH. OOSH!

Just let me be.
it'll be fine soon.

2009-12-08T00:52:00.001+08:00

It just gets a little harder each time.

2009-12-05T06:50:00.001+08:00

OOSH.
finished overnight mahjong. HUATS.
lost 4.20 hahaha.
But crave for mj settled. hehhehee.

oosh.
so tired.
GAH.

2009-12-03T09:26:00.001+08:00

and all these that happened brings me one step closer to you.

2009-12-02T01:26:00.000+08:00

so high.
high high high.

2009-11-30T03:09:00.003+08:00

Got a phone.
E63.
Hahaha.
Not a new model but i think its good enough.
Got the white one so its so prrrrrreeeeettttttyyyyy!
Hehe (:
Camera could be slightly better though=/
since I dun have a digi cam i'll be using this to snap snap snap everything im lazy to copy.
Hahaha.
And the keyboard is so squeezy. MY FAT FINGERS always miss the keys.
Have to get used to it. hahaha.

Okie tmr start 316 le!
Ooosh!

2009-11-30T01:13:00.001+08:00

Its good to catch up with friends you haven talked to for a decade (:

2009-11-28T03:56:00.000+08:00

越是要。
越是想。
越是了。
越是退。

2009-11-27T01:12:00.001+08:00

totally changed horrrr.
Rachel Weisz is pretty de lor!
Hahaha.

2009-11-26T23:49:00.002+08:00

314 sucks.
edwin yeow should just marry adam lambert and then disappear from the face of the earth.
tanhowesiang should just be the best man and disappear together.

em was better than expected.
calculation questions were pretty easy.
muahaha hengheng.
shouldnt be so suay to get careless mistakes and end up fail.
shld be S
shld be S.......
S AH!

okay over liao dun want to think about all the shitty papers.

whee next paper 316 next fri!
没有心读书啊！=p

haha.
I shall get back to my dramamamamamamamamaamamas!
heehee.
宫心计　really not too bad.
haha but just that tudou is uploading it so slowly.
I wanna watch chiong also cannot.
up next shall be 珠光宝气。
I think I'll grow up to be like my mum.
watch dramamamamamamamamamamammaamas and more dramamamamamamamamamamamamamas!

l4d l4d l4d.
shall find one day to l4d.
hahaha =p

exams are gonna be over sooooonnnnnnn wheeeee!

2009-11-25T00:43:00.000+08:00

We all need patpat :(
*patpat*

2009-11-23T00:25:00.002+08:00

EXAMS.
GAHHHHH.

WE CAN DO IT!
YES WE CAN!
OOSH!

Tmr's marketing paper!
And then jap on tues.
314 and EM on thurs. ( I hate it)
and then WHEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE long break of 8 days till 316. Haha.

Exams pls be over soon.
I miss nuaing. ALOT ALOT ALOT LEH.

TMR FANTASTIC 4 + MANAGER PLS HUAT TOGETHER!

2009-11-22T01:12:00.002+08:00

Today was my cousin's wedding cum baby's first mth celebration at St Regis.
No my cousin didnt shotgun. Just that they didnt have a dinner back then, just ROMed.
So now its just the customary dinner and celebration for the baby boy's first mth (:
It was WAAAAAAA...
It was a different kind of dinner. It wasnt big tables of 10 and dishes werent shared. It was rather fine dining. Food served individually. Nice food (: and free flow wine and champagne for the guests. Haha. NO I DIDNT DRINK ALOT. Just within what I can. After all I was with my parents. Haha.
Sat with granny and mummy daddy. It was a small table for 4. Its been very long since I dined with my granny. Kinda missed it. She lived with us since I was borned till the recent year or so that she was unable to take care of herself anymore that we didnt want to leave her at home alone while I was in sch and my parents were at work. So she's now in a nursing home and my aunties and uncles and parents visit her everyweek. June this year I thought I'd lost her. But granny was really really strong and pulled through. I'm so proud of her because she's really so awesome to have fought through all the crappy infections. I'm so happy granny got to see her great grandson. 4 generations together. HAPPYNESS. Hehe. But I could tell granny didnt really know what was going on tonight. She kept looking at the red egg on the table and ask my mum who's child full mth. I just hope somehow or rather each time when we tell her it's her great grandson she'll feel the joy for that while till she forgets. Granny still rmbs who I am. She still feels close to me. She'll still pinch me and pass my food that she cannot eat. But she cant rmb my name anymore. It's sad, not because she forgot my name personally but just the realisation that granny is drifting away gradually.
Love you gran.
DJ will bless granny (:

2009-11-21T00:25:00.002+08:00

2012 is WAHHHHHHHHH~!
WATCH IT!

After the show came back home to mug 314.
i combined the pdf files in case i wanted to print out my cheat sheet.
237slides. GAH.
hur! must tell myself. ITS NOTHING.
ya ya ya right.

Went out for dinner with my parents. Birthday dinner for mummy!
Ordered her favorite dishes.
Eat until songsong.
And then dropped by huimin's to collect my dress!
HAPPYNESS with my new dress.
my first purple dress.
haha.

2009-11-20T02:49:00.002+08:00

Just had a phone chat with dixiedear.
It's another of those late night chats we have again every once in a while (:
and sometimes its a conference call btw the 3 of us.
We got closer in upper sec, and then it just lasted through till now.
Really its amazing.
Maybe DJ has been blessing us all these while.
Blessed me with both of them which always always always no matter how ridiculous I've sounded and how paranoid I am, how whiny I can be or how childish I act, or have seen my worst pimple outbreaks or hear me fart still love me the same. maybe more. Haha.
It's amazing how we got close in upper sec, then got splitted up into different JCs, smacked across the island, TJC SAJC JJC and still manage to meet up and have sleepovers once in a while. and how i enjoy pillow fighting because I ALWAYS WIN.
and then again after JC got splitted up into different routes in life. Hsin's studying banking and finance, dixie's in SIA and studying sociology and I'm studying chemistry and biological chemistry. 可说是，道不同，不相为盟。
and yet we still care and love and share.
Through the years we've been through our fair share of ups and downs. And I'm glad we're always there for each other. And if not, we never blame, never expect or never remember. We forgive, forget and are forgiven. We've had quarrels years back and upsetted each other in different ways. Now we can just look back and really LAUGH. Haha. Now we've GROWN in each other's company (: to know each other well enough and love and accept. Some traits just die hard.
Dixie and Hsin has been 'leading' me. They've always led me to the 'outside' world in some ways. I've been more sheltered as a child, they're more exposed. They teach me things, tell me about things and have always been a step ahead of me in many street smart ways. Many things I'd still seek their advice from time to time. And maybe thats why my parents felt that both of them were having too much influence on me. Many upsetting moments when I had to talk to my parents about this issue. But nevertheless our love has lasted through all these for years. I thank themfor understanding in so many different occasions. means alot!
My 17th birthday big board they gave me still hangs on my wall. Dixie said, "...hope we'll go on like this forever ya...? " hsin said, "...it's really comforting that we are still meeting up every now and then and how our friendship keeps growing and growing..."
and yes my dears, it's not just friendship anymore, its love (:

and so, I heard this song a couple of weeks ago, didnt know it existed until then. Haha. Heard it again today and read through the lyrics and watched the MV. Wanted to 'dedicate' this song to us.

一個人的晚餐無聊寂寞
兩個朋友能開心的直說
三個人可以給妳勇氣
可以安慰妳的失落
異口同聲的說

因為有妳染上新的幽默
新的幽默
也因為有妳世界變得輕鬆
變得輕鬆 oh oh oh
我們能相遇非常難得
所以盡情大聲唱歌分享每一分鐘

我們擁有一個真心的朋友
我們是真心的朋友
就算有風吹不走我們感動
吹不走我們的感動
真的希望妳能夠永遠快樂

妳懂我
妳懂我
不用說
不用說
最想看見彼此的笑容
最想看見彼此的笑容

＊間奏＊

一個人的晚餐無聊寂寞
兩個朋友能開心的直說
三個人可以給妳勇氣
可以安慰你的失落異口同聲的說
可以安慰你的失落異口同聲的說

因為有妳染上新的幽默
新的幽默
也因為有妳世界變得輕鬆
變得輕鬆 oh oh oh
我們能相遇非常難得
所以盡情大聲唱歌分享每一分鐘

我們擁有一個真心的朋友
我們是真心的朋友
就算有風吹不走我們感動
吹不走我們的感動
真的希望妳能夠永遠快樂

妳懂我
妳懂我
不用說
不用說
最想看見彼此的笑容
Yeah

如果難過帶走烏雲的天空
妳帶走烏雲的天空
爬到雲端我陪妳繼續做夢
爬到雲端我陪妳做夢
好想每天陪妳看日出日落

妳值得
妳值得
交換我
oh ~
一輩子最想要完成的
美夢

2009-11-19T21:43:00.000+08:00

Tmr's mummy's 50th birthday.
oosh!

2009-11-19T19:18:00.003+08:00

311 is overrrrrrrrrr!

Today started weird.
The rest of the day I just continued feeling weird.
So I had weird instincts. instinctive reflexes.
to smile or not to smile.
to talk or not to talk.
to walk away or not to walk away.
to act like I dont care or actually cant care.
I just seem to make things really messy.
and then i get upset that I did it.
angry with myself that I didn't just be normal.
vicious vicious vicious cycle.
and I'm sorry if I caused any 莫名其妙-ness.

2009-11-18T19:59:00.001+08:00

that's why I like JJ!
Haha OOSH!
(:

2009-11-17T23:53:00.002+08:00

对我而言.

to me.

2009-11-16T20:54:00.000+08:00

Brrrr.
How come so cold.

2009-11-16T14:28:00.001+08:00

and my EM engine died again.
dun care about it anymore.
I shall move on to 311 alr.
NO TIME.

2009-11-16T03:57:00.001+08:00

and I hug betty to sleep.

2009-11-16T01:43:00.003+08:00

Yays Huimin said AE sent the invoice and I got my dress (:
wheeeness!

it's pretty!
better be too when its on me!

2009-11-15T23:22:00.002+08:00

Went to JP today in hope of getting tickets for sister's keeper.
Thought I finally had the chance to watch it.
BUT.
It's not showing anymore! :(
I think I really wont get to watch it in the cinema already.
Gah.
Give me online links pls.

EM lect 3 is a motivation to continue studying it.
At least it makes sense.

2009-11-15T01:36:00.003+08:00

跟我说lovelovelove
大声说lovelovelove!!!

ONE TWO THREE FOUR!
1thing
2do
3words
4you.

heyyyyyyyyaaaaa~!
that weirdo with 5 colours in her hair!

sing the melodies of christmas.
jinglebells.

Gotta be green gotta be mean gotta be everything more.

howcomehowcomehowcome.howcomethishowcomethat.

and i am so so so so
i dunno how to describe kind of sian of EM.
yalayala.
quit whining right.
iknowla.
aiya.
GAH.
spoiltbrat.
kbmyself.
oosh.
the point of ultimate hatred for EM.

2009-11-14T22:46:00.002+08:00

Studying in school does me good.
FAR FAR AWAY FROM MY LAPPIE.
oosh.
EM engine is taking v v v long to heat up.
I dread studying for it.

2009-11-14T04:30:00.000+08:00

MUGMUGMUGMUGMUGMUG!

GENKI.GENKI.GENKI!!

2009-11-13T17:11:00.001+08:00

Oral test.
sucks to be nervous.
:(

2009-11-12T03:35:00.002+08:00

my night and day is all mixed up.

2009-11-11T22:00:00.002+08:00

I FINISHED 四大名捕 already!!
Gahh the ending isnt good enough!! Could be better. Gahhh.

Had jap listening yesterday. It was oh mi god difficult. So fast! Sighh. I hope everyone also found it tough. Else I'll jialatjialat.

311 was okay (:
But i forgot to calculate pf6 coupling! So careless. Dumb. dumb. dumb!
First midterm lost marks for poor time management. Second one careless.

Its time to really start mugging. Finals are coming in a week. Really wanna get over and be done with all the exams soon. Its so dreadful.

Anyways here's a nice song to share (:
One of her better songs with a nicer melody.

2009-11-09T20:49:00.001+08:00

其实

我不开心。

2009-11-08T13:51:00.002+08:00

四大名捕 is very nice lorrrr! Hahaha.

And yea I realised XX jus did an advertorial on Nongshim too! Wahahaha. Nongshim is the OOSH trend now. But I didnt try the flavors XX did the advertorial on. I ate spicy mushroom which is v v vnice. Hahaha.

Alrighty. Study time.

2009-11-08T02:35:00.002+08:00

311311311 is coming!

Japjapjap is coming!

DJ I need you.

2009-11-06T00:57:00.002+08:00

I think I'm having an allergy.
Stupid rash.
And I DUNNO WHAT I AM ALLERGIC TO. crap.

em assgmt is horrible.
how many zeros are there in a quadrillion?
wiki cant even tell me an exact answer.
there are like 2 answers.
WIKI. WHAT HAPPENED TO YOU?!?!

and i bought nongshim again after soooo long.
yep I got the sudden crave.

and I want to watch sister's keeper.

and during marketing today somehow or rather we mentioned about hossan leong's standup comedy that he did at dick lee's concert. oh yaaa we were talking about nan chiau girl's school. dunno why also. Hahahaa. so funny. But ya lor... mentioning about hossan leong reminded me that I DIDNT WATCH THE HOSSAN LEONG SHOW IN OCT :( how come no one appreciate hossan leong de. I think he is really good and funny leh.

funny right.
funny lor.

2009-11-05T02:52:00.001+08:00

Why lie to me and mentalist episodes arent out :(

2009-11-03T23:02:00.002+08:00

Just had song sign practice (: it's fun! But the song is going so fast. We'll really need lotsa lotsa practice. OOSH!

Withdrawal symptoms.

2009-11-02T22:27:00.002+08:00

BOO!
back to blogging again (:

BK presentation 3 is over! TRICIA GIVE US GOOD MARKS OKAY. I NEVER SU MARKETING.

Now that marketing is over, song signing is starting already. A little too early la. Should start after our exams. If not start now later during exams never meet then forget everything again. Tmr's the first song signing meeting. Wonder what we're gonna do.

HFH rejected us and so now clemis have to think of another proj to work on. How come HFH so unfriendly. BOO.

Anyways I su-ed em105. Tutor is very loh soh. Lectures are on fri evenings. Notes are very wordy. Exam is on my core mod day. Did only average for my midterm. Very content based. Hahaha. Ok thats enough to convince myself I made a wise choice. But still, I have an asgmt to hand in on fri. Better finish it up soon.

Exams are nearing.
Idiot.

2009-10-27T02:09:00.000+08:00

When you're feeling down...

CUTE.

2009-10-25T12:45:00.003+08:00

GAH.

My legs are aching REALLY ACHING from the nike human race which i didnt even run much. HAHAA. FAT AND USELESS already. Some more went to eat seoul garden after that. Never lose but gained. Hahaha.

Reached home, bathed, had a nap and then went for the alumni dinner at ntu last night. UBER didnt want to get out of bed after the nap becos I was so tired and achy everywhr. Haha.

It was buffet dinner. But wasnt much left when we arrived. Hehee. Wasnt too hungry anyway. Stopped after abit. Hehe. Alumni speeches, prize giving ceremony, performance! Haha. Starting was a little boring, then when the performance started it wasnt too bad already. WHY DIDNT THEY HAVE MORE DANCES! Hahaha. After it ended there was another round of food. Hahaa. Just like IBN last time when they had conferences. 4 meals a day settled there.

Oosh. Marketing meeting later in sch. GAHHH. Sundays are marketing days.

2009-10-21T22:24:00.001+08:00

Leave Me from Daros Films on Vimeo.

2009-10-21T21:57:00.003+08:00

Thurs and fri. Flu bug paid a visit. crap.

Sat, watched The deadly tsunami. It was funny at first but sad at some parts in the end. You really feel that you better say whatever you have to say because tmr may never come! And I drove to woodlands myself that day! like OMG. Haha. I never drove there before. It's like KJE BKE then SLE! On the way there I exited wrongly once. So afraid of turning to the causeway. Lol. Good experience anyway. Hahaha.

Met up with sabbie and charm on sunday for coca. Awesomeness again. Hehe. But I think i'll stop going there for a while. Been there too often in the past few mths already. Haha.

Experiment 4's lab report is really really really irritating.

I hope HFH will approve of our proposal to work with them!

Tmr's lab and sign language test! Oosh good luck to ALL!

2009-10-14T22:33:00.002+08:00

Marketing has started again. Third and last presentation!
Fantasic 4 + manager always say, 我很想睡觉！
I still haven decided if I'm gonna SU.
Had a meeting today and we seem to be doing okay for now. I hope we're on the right track.

Had sakae with shermaine last night. Talkedtalkedtalkedtalkedtalked. Long time no talk like that because she's busy being president and I'm also busy with my own commitments. Haha. and I'm glad we still can talk the same (:

Then met Eunice at the busstop and ended up at JP together to accompany her for dinner and walked around a little. HURS HAS REALLY PRETTY BAGS! (:

Tell myself.
Remain.

2009-10-13T01:43:00.001+08:00

Katagana spelling tmr!
RAWR~!

I still haven decided on what to SU.
craps.

2009-10-11T23:21:00.003+08:00

Aly was back to normal after her 105 paper. Haha. Cheers no more midterm till Nov's 311 (:
In the meantime I will TRY not to slack. and that means revising marketing jap also, which I dun have midterms.

Fri had wsc meeting in sch till 10pm. One BIGGGGG circle. But managed to exchange some ideas though, so chairman's gonna email us the conclusion after discussing with seniors. Sigh really wanted to do that amazing race thingy. But its OKAY! WE SHALL ALL MAKE CLEMENTI'S EVENT A SUCCESS! (:

Sat I slept in till LATELATE. Totally pigged out. I think I woke up only at 3 plus. Hahaha. Ate something simple then prepared to go for charmayne's concert. Really nice concert!!! Hehehe. Charmayne looked so cute in that ballerina outfit. Like a doll! Hehe. And they also danced to corrinne may's little superhero girl! Haha. The song is on my blog the song is on my blog!! I like that song too! (: Comtemporary dance is really really really nice. Liked it since I started following so you think you can dance. I forgot which season but I rmb it was the season with allison and ivan. Okay. Vid attached! Nicee (:

Takes alot of courage to perform well on stage, and so really i think charmayne was awesome. Heehee. Wished it was a longer concert though =/

After the concert I went to look for Hsin. Hehe. Played one round of mahjong with her and her parents. Lost $2.80. Hahaha but it was a fun game. HSIN YOU WERE RETARDEDLY SLOW SOMETIMES! Hahahahaa. But dixie and I still lovelovelovelove u! And we shall mahjong ONE DAY. After mahjong went downstairs to eat hokkien mee. Nice nice also. Abit on the salty side but I like still (:

Met dixie for church this morning. Newcreation moved up to lvl 6th already. Been so long since we went to NC that we both didnt know it moved. It's now in a convention hall. Pastor Lian was giving the message today instead of Pastor Prince. God's thoughts. Our thoughts.

After church was sorority row and DIMSUM with the selfentertainingretard. lol. Sorority row was not bad at all! Level of suspense is there. Not TOOOOO gross. It's really just appropriate. A close to 2 hrs show. 8bucks. Worth the watch. Haha. And another show to watch. DIE DIE WATCH - MY SISTER'S KEEPER. MUST.

Left 4 dead at some ulu place near paradiz. New map. Blood hospital. Never tried. Headache jiu you. Half the time you're walking around with a torch and so youre really seeing very very minimal. Streneous on the eyes lehh =/ Didnt complete the map. Was stuck at stage 3 or something. The horde was too AWESOMELYOVERWHELMINGLYBOOMZLYFULLOFTANKS strong. Gahh~will try again next time.

Dim sum! Oh man why why why WHY is victor's kitchen emigrating to aussie. Whats gonna happen to awesomeness har gaos and carrot cakes and cheong fun :( uber not happy. I'm gonna eat as much as I can now. Booooo.

And on the way home, some stupid *****s brought DURIANS up on the train!!! and put them on the floor. So when the squeezy train jerked, I lost my balance and AHBISH-kicked the durians. So the thorny fruit poked me and my heel bled. Okay it didnt hurt TOOOO much to tell the truth becos its just a small hole like a blister bursting. But horrigible because THEY ARE NOT SUPPOSED TO BRING DURIANS UP THE TRAIN! stupid. how come the security never check them. lousy.

Haha this weekend has been a slack week end. Happyness.

2009-10-09T14:13:00.001+08:00

Aly is still weird.

2009-10-09T00:53:00.004+08:00

Aly is acting weirdly.
Yes she is.
Promise to be back to normal by tmr.
She promises herself.

2009-10-08T00:58:00.002+08:00

Hehe went to taka for COCA! with dixie and hsin! (:
YUMS THE HUM!!! hehe and the fish glue and prawns were awesome also! Ate till I was so full (:
Hee thank you girls! Awesome day with them (: and without class hehe. I ponned =/
and I lovelove the wristlet! Hehe! (:

Went for tuition in the evening. still very careless in her work. HOWWWZZZZ. I purposely added up her marks with careless mistakes and without, to let her feel the pinch. I know she's very motivated to do better. She's always asking for more to do. BUT its always the carelessness. I told her to highlight her questions. Hope it helps =/

Goodnight!

2009-10-06T00:46:00.002+08:00

314 is OVERRRRRRRRRRRR RAWRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR!!! (:
Pass pls!
Dun fail me, AGAIN :(

105105105 coming up! Memory work and MORE!
Gotta finish my lab report asap.

And something I found on Digg today:

Haha.

2009-10-05T01:48:00.002+08:00

314. sucks.

Gonna head to bed now.
Shall do up the cheatsheets tmr!

I can't wait for coca steamboat!!!!!!!!! (:

Oh ya there's a virus going around facebook. Dont click on the links when ppl write on ur wall!

2009-10-04T03:12:00.002+08:00

Back from WeiLing's party! (:
Bluenies!
Mahjong which I ended up bao suo zi. Drank abit of Choya. $9 cabfare by BIN, haha. Coffee cake. Beancurd for supper.

314314314.
(and after monday its gonna be 105105105. craps. )

Just when the song was playing.

2009-10-02T23:07:00.003+08:00

My ulnar nerve prob is coming back again.
My right hand freaking hurts.
I'm gonna grow old with all the ailments.
Crap.

314314314.

On a happier note, tmr is Weiling's birthday celebration! Cant wait to go and see her BIG BIG house and have lotsa fun with the GREENIES! (:
Met huimin and william today for lunch and to buy weiling's pressie. Hope she'll like it. Wahaha. I got to drink my billy bomber's cookies and cream milkshake today! Wheee (: Yummyassmilkshake!

2009-10-01T23:33:00.001+08:00

The trip to the solar park was really boring.
I wasted my afternoon away.
GAH.

I hate midterms :(

2009-10-01T04:24:00.001+08:00

Today is
Happy Childrens' Day.

2009-10-01T00:42:00.002+08:00

Im not studying well =/
家好月圆。
Tsktsk.

2009-09-30T01:09:00.002+08:00

I want to drink billy bombers cookies and cream milkshake.

RSPHI camp was fun (: not exactly the games but I think Clementi centre really rocks (: Oooshhh!

Really tired now =/

2009-09-28T23:26:00.002+08:00

Marketing presentation was a success! (:
HAPPIES HAPPIES ALOT OF HAPPIES!
One last presentation to go! OOSHH! HUAT AH!

Haven watched a movie for 2 weeks.
Hahaha realised that I had been quite a movie fanatic for the past couple of mths.
SORORITY ROW NEXT.

RSPHI camp tmr. It's at the farfarfar east- Pasir Ris! Abit sian but hope it'll be fun still!

2009-09-27T19:54:00.000+08:00

Home alone!

2009-09-26T01:24:00.003+08:00

How can I forget mentioning...
I SAW THE BIG PEACH AT ACTION CITY ON THURS!!
Hahaha they've always had the big love a alot bear but no big cheer bear! (:
And even if they had the big cheer bears its always the 'fake'ones!! I dun like the ones with eyelashes. They look weirdly out of shape. I like peach with roundround eyes! Hahaha.
If I buy it back will peach be jealous?
and what am I gonna name it? BIG PEACH?
But I know my mum will surely complain.
SO MANY STUFFTOY, STILL BUY ANOTHER ONE. SOMEMORE IS BIGGER VERSION OF SOMETHING YOU HAVE ALREADY!
Wakakakaka =P

my dirty old peach!

2009-09-25T22:48:00.002+08:00

This week this week this week.... hmmmmzzz..

Monday went out with kk and amanda for SHOPPING. like wowwww (: I bought 3 dresses and a bag. Haha. And all with less than 80bucks! (: One of the dresses I think I hearted it since dunno how long ago when I went shopping with amanda at bugis the last time. But I didnt buy it cos it was a freaking 38 bucks then. But I saw the same dress at fareast that day, and I will think it's the same quality since I dun find anything wrong with it. Hahaha. FOR $16! (: Hahaha wonder buy hor? Ok I very auntie already. Lol. But I just get high when I get such bargains. Haha.

Lab ended really early on thurs. So went out with Jolyn and Elaine to eat pizza hut. Eeew I didnt like the oriental baked rice at all. Bad bad bad choice :(

As usual, sign language was fun. We're learning much more words now. But still very slow in recalling. Hahaha. We're practising phrases and short sentences with simple words now.

Ooh ya i failed 311. First midterm of the sem. Failed. How encouraging right? Okok but I wont make it sound like im devastated cos actually I am not. Maybe its because not failed very badly, but I think its because I know I know how to do it. Just that my time management really sucks. Ahhhhhhh~! Its more gek than sad. And yes I shall seek my friend's advice to find philip chan to help me look thru once again (:

Had marketing meeting just now. We managed to settle most of our skeletons. A few holes here and there need mending. I think this second presentation of ours drained most of us out. I'm glad we're able to settle and face it finally on monday. Afterthat we'll all be much more free to settle other stuff and mug for 314. Had vexed moments, had stupid laughters. I'm wheeEeee (: and 谢谢满 for having my grp mates. Heartheartloveloveoneanother! Hahaha. Together we shall be FULL OF SHIT! (: and manager dun be too stressed up le. RESTWELL. We will find the direction as we practise more on our speech. It'll make more sense after a few rehearsals (:

I just ate charkwaytiao with plentiful hums and fried oyster! Sinfulness till max but SHIOKNESS TOO!

And I nearly witnessed a dog get bang by a car. crazynessful. really crazyfulness.

2009-09-21T23:58:00.002+08:00

!!#%$#^!&^*&%@#!$#@$@$#$%$%^!!#$!#@$!@#%$#^$@^!

2009-09-21T01:26:00.000+08:00

Marketing is SIAOLIAO!

As quoted, HUAT AH! =/

2009-09-20T01:08:00.002+08:00

Haha I've been playing restaurant city alot the last two days! (:
Spent my lazy saturday afternoon watching 搜神传and playing RC on facebook. Revised a little jap and 314 and then ate late dinner, did my nails and watched van helsing. Sigh I didnt like the ending too much :(

Marketing meeting tmr. How :(
FLOW FLOW FLOW, THE FLOW OF THE PRESENTATION PLS FLOW INTO OUR BRAINS.
Fantastic 4 + manager. OOOSHHH!

2009-09-19T01:56:00.004+08:00

YAYS its finally the end of this week (:
SLEEP SLEEP SLEEP! (:

傻瓜我们都一样
被爱情伤了又伤
相信这个他不一样
却又在一次受伤
傻瓜我们都一样
受了伤却不投降
相信付出会有代价
代价只是一句...傻瓜。

2009-09-18T01:41:00.002+08:00

I just realised starting from wed afternoon, my next 3 days are really tiring. Wed after sch tuition and touch up on lab report if need be. Thurs morning lab and lessons till 630 then WSC till 10pm. Fri morning 930 classes and day only ends at 730. Although I have 5.5 hrs break in bw i cant get much sleep in sch either. :( :( :(

Sign language lesson started proper tonight. Was really fun. Learnt alot of new stuff. Should be able to formulate simple sentences by now. Practice is impt or else its really too much to memorise. Bought the sign language tb so that it'll come in handy during christmas when we're gonna do carolling. Irony I'm only participating in CCA in year 3. But better than nv at all (:

Alrights I really should sleep now. Else I'll doze off during my elective tmr :( I'm so gonna bring my psp to sch tmr. It'll come in very very very very handy.

2009-09-17T08:17:00.001+08:00

i just realised when im home my blog seems to be my random twitter updates.

2009-09-17T00:04:00.001+08:00

I tried playing on the new keyboard :(
the reverberation is really really short :(
it doesnt sound the same as my piano.

I miss my piano :(

2009-09-16T22:26:00.002+08:00

Japanese Japanese.
Time to revise my NIHONGO! (:

And I cant wait to shop for my bags and wristlet. I really really need to buy bags :( I've been saving up! Hehe =P

2009-09-16T12:28:00.003+08:00

lab report POWER!

2009-09-16T03:12:00.003+08:00

And oh yays i got a new keyboard at home now (: wheeee. I dun have to miss my cgaefcfg anymore!! (:

Finally,
a happy happy ending (:

2009-09-16T01:10:00.001+08:00

gas in the tummy.

2009-09-15T22:14:00.003+08:00

311 test is over.
Not too good.
Just dun ever ever ever fail me.

Time traveler's wife is niceeeeeeeeeeeeee!!!! should catch it (:

Gonna do lab report now. Ultra sian.

bestplan:iwillencourageencourageencourageandteaseteaseteaseandandactlikeiduncareduncareduncareandwewilltalkmoremoremoremoreaboutitandiwillnumbmyselfeventually.

2009-09-15T01:12:00.003+08:00

It's so damn difficult.

2009-09-13T23:01:00.000+08:00

There is no dustbin all the way from lido to orchard mrt. OMG.

2009-09-13T03:01:00.003+08:00

Hossan Leong show fly away :(

2009-09-12T03:34:00.003+08:00

Its late now, I'm listening to songs on my blog, and talking to my besties online.

Sometimes you gotta step out of your own positions and see it from a different perspective. Really step out, like seeing it from a 3rd party point of view. It's not gonna be easy but its worth trying. Sometimes you just have to admit somethings to yourself. Be it you like them or not. and thus the phrase - harsh reality. So there are somethings I admitted to myself tonight. I've been foolish and silly to not see somethings, seeing the wrong things, being untrusting, being too persistent in my own thinking, and, like what someone used this description on me before, being too 任性。A trigger. A trigger is what you sometimes need to wake you up, or to mess up everything. Maybe nasty things must happen for all of us to realise what means to us. I'm not hoping calamity strikes. I'm just saying that we often dun realise it just there and then. And this is the worst human error. And you will try to tell yourself that you shouldnt see it as a regret. And maybe you really shouldnt. Somethings you learn along the way when you fall and pick yourself up. Experience. Grow up a little by a little. And rmb, what means to you. Maybe one day we'll all look back and laugh at the silly selves we all were.
And I hope we all wake up to a better day tmr, a less messy day.

bless her. bless him. bless them.

-through him who strengthens me.

2009-09-12T01:27:00.002+08:00

Busy busy week. lol.

Quick updates.

Joined WSC. Had our DCCL lessons. Funness (: LOVE IT. But its until 10pm. Shagness. But sign language is really interesting (: and yes its gonna benefit more ppl! (: looking forward to next lesson on thurs!

Signed up for nike race. But I'm gonna walk =P

Had our marketing presentation and got shot for some points but OVERALL I THINK WE DID GREAT STILL! MOTIVATION FOR NEXT PRESENTATION AHHH! (: JIAYOU! (:

Ate alot of high cholestrol food this week at home. Hum and oyster. Hahaha. DIES.

Kept to my resolution for the week. No western, no bubble tea and no expensive meals. Yep! Save up more!!!

311 test coming up! CHIONGS!

I think I saw 2 shooting stars on thurs night at beauty world while eating icekachang. But apparently there wasnt any news reports about it. Lol.

abit brain dead for now. cant think of any other interesting thing that happened.

看错?

2009-09-07T02:22:00.001+08:00

2009-09-06T23:38:00.002+08:00

Tmr is gonna be our first marketing presentation!!

Just came back from sch. ON SUNDAY.
Hahahaa. Spent 6 hrs in school having 'meeting'. Though half the time was playing around and doing up our own slides and scripts and eating. Hahahaa. Amidst the laughter and fun we finally got our slides done. Tmr shall meet early for final run and practice (:

ALL THE BEST TO THE FANTASTIC FOUR PLUS OUR MANAGER! (:

*cross my fingers* aly dun stutter tmr.

2009-09-06T02:26:00.000+08:00

I am awake!

2009-09-05T20:09:00.002+08:00

Yays!
Received my dresses (: One of them I really love but the other doesnt fit too well, but some simple alterations to the arm hole will do (: I can do it myself!! Hee. Hearts hearts to them. Hehe. But that also means no more buying for a long long time!!
I seriously feel I'm spending too much. and its not on shopping... its on FOOD!! So dumb right. Eat into your tummy then gone :( But I always cannot resist the temptations. Gonna saveeeee this coming week. I tell myself, ONE week first. SCRIMP AND SAVE. No expensive food. No western food from can B. No bubble tea. Hahaha.

Just switched on the 311 engine. Gonna get back at it (:

2009-09-03T22:22:00.002+08:00

Workload's increasing.
Jap vocab and marketing presentations and lab reports and 311 midterm in 12 days.

Got into WSC (: Clementi branch. Gonna start sign language class this coming week. Kinda excited but a little afraid that I'll not be able to manage 2 languages this period of time. Think practice is gonna be super impt so I'm glad I have ppl around me practising jap and sign with me next time (:

Ate cockles last night. Initially wanted to go to gombak to find the stall that Stan mentioned the other day. But apparently asked around and they're closed on weds. In the end daddy da bao char kway tiao from bukit timah for me with extra cockles on his way home! Muahahaha. Still got to eat it. Yayyyy (:

Marketing proj is still fun. But bk's webbie is really user unfriendly. BOOOO. I really dun like it. And if someone by ANY chance, manages to find the company values for BK, PLS TELL ME. haha.

Canon in D is really nice, right?

2009-09-02T09:52:00.002+08:00

Just woke up.
Slept at around 12 last night.
But it seemed like I slept for a long long time.
I woke up several times in the middle of the night to check the time. 3.52am,5.57am,7.17am and 9.36am, which was when I decided that I had enough sleep, and then got out of bed. I dont usually function this way. I don't usually wake up in the middle of the night to check the time unless its the night before a major exam or test and I am feeling really stressed. And I dunno what's wrong now. And the weird thing is I rmb the timings till I got woke up till now.
And obviously when you wake up so many times, your dreams get broken into many parts. And I really don't like it that all the parts happen to be about the same thing.
Maybe my lab report drove me crazy.

2009-09-01T23:07:00.002+08:00

如果可以一直向前看，不要向后转，看东西或事情应该会明朗些。

2009-09-01T20:43:00.002+08:00

and she misses her C then G then A then E then F then G then F then C so much.